And thats why I hate myself sometimes, sometimes I go to bed thinking man Denny you should of done that today, why don't you try harder in your studies, why are you wasting precious time, why don't you do the things you want to do rather then the things everyone else wants you to do, why aren't you carving out the person your suppose to be.
Sometimes you just have all these amazing goals and aspiration, but it takes to much effort and time so you settle for something else, something 'average' then you hate yourself for it afterwards. The way the human mind works is just so interesting. The idea of being comfortable and average seems appealing to a vast majority of people. This is why we see so many people in jobs, uni courses relationships that they are not happy in. Unfamiliarity scares and intimidates people, and this fear is what hinders personal growth.Most of us are all scared of failure if they though we haven't even tried yet.
'Suffer the pain of disciplined, or else suffer the pain of regret'